I am staying at the Westin Diplomat, it's pretty fancy smancy... here is a link if you want to see where I'm at, some goofball forgot to bring his digital camera...::sigh::
yak at cha later gator...(get it? Gator, I'm in Florida....)
I am staying at the Westin Diplomat, it's pretty fancy smancy... here is a link if you want to see where I'm at, some goofball forgot to bring his digital camera...::sigh::
yak at cha later gator...(get it? Gator, I'm in Florida....)
I load up tomorrow morning and fly to Ft. Lauderdale for our National Sales Meeting. I'm going a day early because I'm a new Store Manager that hasn't been thru a Christmas yet with the company. I will be bringing home LOTS of books to give away to my friends and give out as prizes during the training of the store's booksellers...
:)
And I Drive...
It's late at night and I'm in my car
the sky is uniform and dark
with the moon peering out between the clouds
the storm is far away and doesn't concern me
something that happens to other people
and I drive...
My car smells new and clean
rolling whisper quiet along the highway
the world only exists inside my headlights
an explorer in the interstate darkness
traveling the space between lamp posts
and I drive...
In the distance an angry jagged line
touches down and jumps in place
burning an after image in my eye
pale white ghost of a lightning strike
so far away there is no sound
and I drive...
Catalina jazz is playing on my radio
I stop at a light, the only one here
watch the light change from red to green
then yellow and red again, and I look around
I am all alone, no one to keep waiting
and I drive...
I pass other cars, other people
shining their lights past me
looking for their way to go
red eyes that retreat into the night
leaving me alone again
and I drive...
Far away lightning backlights the sky
showing me the outline of the storm
I check for my friend the moon
and he is there, smiling down on me
I turn my car towards home
and I drive...
I have been 40 for a little over 12 hrs now. LOL... My ex-fiance Mary called me last night to wish me a Happy Birthday, Jen a co-worker just called and my folks called too. For a second I started getting down on myself over failed relationships, but then I remembered my greatest failure was also my greatest success...so it all evens out... I cleaned the bathroom, and I am going to clean out my car today and finally buy a hubcap for my ugly nekkid wheel. I am SO not a car guy. I may go out to eat this evening and see a movie. I have to pick up Ray at the airport at midnight tonight, and I have an early Manager's meeting in the morning (HELLO 7am!). All in all, I have a good life and I am happy to be in the game...
::throws the dice::
[David<~~lucky guy]
The Dragonfly With The Shining Eyes
The sights of summer call out to me
I hear the chorus of cicadas, the trill of the frogs
as I walk through the lush green of late summer
and then...
She flies into view
A beautiful Dragonfly, silver and black
sleek and fast as she bursts from the gloom
she flies to just within reach
and she stops
humming there in front of my face
watching me with her laughing eyes
full of mischief and light
I want to reach out my hand
but I hesitate...
what if I frighten her?
what if she flies away?
I would never see her again
and that is something I cannot risk
so I sit
still
and I wait
watching
content to be near
and waiting for the chance
to offer my hand
to the Dragonfly with the shining eyes
My Aunt Betty called and invited me to lunch to celebrate my 40th Birthday. We chose the buffet at a truck stop in Gray's Summit. Then we meandered through Shaw Nature Preserve, it was really pretty there. I saw a Black Snake, but I wasn't quick enough with my camera to catch it on film. Earlier this week I was feeling a little down about being by myself on my birthday, but I have preservered and I feel better now. I will let you know if I feel different tomorrow at 12:01 am when I turn the big four ohhhh. It could be worse...I could be unemployed, I could be in an abusive relationship, I could have cancer. Lots of things to be happy about! I have a poem rattling around in my head I may try to scribble down...
I'm still a bit tired (9 to 9 was a bit long). We found 93 people that we are interested in. We have 12 or so applicants that we are interested in that had to leave and couldn't wait to be interviewed. We are setting up interviews with those folks today. I am very happy with how the Job Fair turned out...
Today my management staff and I (and a few volunteers from other stores) will put on 100 associates for my new store in Fenton. Wish me luck!
David
I drove to Clayton to see their Art Fair. I love art, and I have been meaning to see this fair. I don't like to do stuff like this alone, so I haven't been before. I forced myself to go. I was hoping to see a friend that was supposed to go, but no such luck. ::shrugs:: There were LOTS of great artists, bands and I saw a dance troupe called MadCo that were excellent. Angels with dirty feet. Clayton is pretty upscale and I felt a bit out of place. A lot of silicone on display, enough to keep Mattel supplied in raw materials for a year. A lot of older couples standing around reliving their Fraternity and Sorority days. Not my crowd. If you ever see me standing in a small group of people with a wine glass in my hand trying to keep myself from falling by grasping a linen covered cocktail table...shoot me. I did see lots of paintings and photographs that I wanted, but I have no room to put them up. I still have a ton of art I have already purchased that I need to frame...
I took my management staff over to Lynn's store (her's opens up a month before mine), to help unload the supply truck that arrived today. It went pretty well, I am very proud of my folks...
When I was a kid in Ft. Leavenworth, KS. I entered the Ronald McDonald Happy Meal Joke Contest. I sent in my joke, they liked it, put it in the jokebook that came free with a Happy Meal, and sent me some Ronald McDonald gift certificates totaling $5.00! Hey big spenda...
"Did you hear about the Farmer that was outstanding in his field?"
::shrugs:: It still counts as a published joke! Hehehehe...
This weekend I saw four, yes I said FOUR, movies. In no particular order:
The Cave...started off in a nice manner but the suspension of disbelief after a while could have spanned the Atlantic Ocean (the Suspension of Disbelief Bridge!). Basically an Alien rip-off with shades of Species, been there seen the monsters already...
Undiscovered...A nice little romantic romp. Boy Meets Girl, Girl Falls for Boy, Boy Falls for Girl, Intervening Cirmustances Prevent Love Affair, Love Conquors All...::bats eyes::...
Broken Flowers...A wonderfully dry ::spits dust:: comedy about past lovers staring Bill Murry ::standing ovation::...
The Constant Gardener...The best of the lot, Finnes' best work since the English Patient. Excellent love story, with intrigue, murder, spies, and Corporate Greed thrown in for good measure. EVERYONE should go see this movie...
My See-Thru Heart of Clay
A man of grey
lives in the world today
and he holds a secret
He keeps it close
safe near it's host
his see-thru heart of clay
Fired in the furnace
polished and burnished
with it's bright red coat of glaze
If you hold it up right
and peer thru the light
the world seems almost ok
Happy and carefree
or so it seems to me
till you notice the fray
The bits and pieces
the fracture increases
it gives the repairs away
He didn't hold on tight
and it wasn't always right
and sometimes it had it's way
Leaping too soon
his heart carried the tune
and jumped to unhearing women
Saw his love discarded
unheard and disregarded
much to his heart's dismay
He drops to the ground
frantically groping around
trying to save the day
He winces at the sound
of it breaking on the ground
his see-thru heart of clay
He knows what to do
reaches for the jar of glue
to mend it once again
He grips it tight
it sets thru the night
and it almost seems ok
He tries to use more care
a perfect heart it seems is rare
and his has seen some changes
He's kept it on his sleeve
not as safe as you'd believe
and sometimes it got broken
He's kept it locked away
his see-thru heart of clay
and it strained at the treatment
Wishing to be free
wanting the world to see
the colors that it reflected
He holds it up high
so the light catches the eye
revealing all his inner feelings
All the fears and the worries
all the love and the stories
everything that he has to give
You see I am the man of grey
that lives in the world today
and I hold a secret
I have something here
a treasure that I hold dear
wouldn't you like to see it
I'll reveal it to you this one time
so you can hear it's shining rhyme
this is what I have to show you
my secret heart
my imperfect heart
My see-thru heart of clay
Lost In A Circle
i was lost in a circle
couldn't see my way out
i ran to get to out of there
ended up just turning about
i was lost in a circle
could hear her angry shouts
worthless stupid and unloveable
always ready for another bout
i was lost in a circle
trying to talk my way free
explaining loving and comforting
wasn't something she liked to see
i was lost in a circle
wearing a rut into the floor
round and round the same issues
i just couldn't take it any more
i was lost in a circle
the only one trying to hold on
thinking she'd change her assaults
when she realized the need was gone
i was lost in a circle
wearily i trudged along
i'm not the divorcing kind
but the abuse was just plain wrong
i was lost in a circle
till i realized this one thing
I am worth loving
I am worth more than this ring
now I'm not lost in a circle
all I had to do was stop
stop taking all the insults
stop taking all the chops
the chops to my ego
the chops to my pride
the chops to my self
the chops out of my hide
I'm not lost in a circle
I still hold the institution dear
I just need to find a better woman
one to love and hold me near
I'm not lost in a circle
I'm just looking for the one
the one to hold my hand
the one to bear me a girl and a son
I'm not lost in a circle
I think marriage is just fine
I'm not lost in a circle
and I will have a family that is all mine...
The first day I was standing outside my Hotel waiting for my ride. There was a large colorful butterfly circling the flowers next to the sidewalk. I watched him for 10 minutes. That evened up the score from the rest of the issues of the Evansville trip...
:)
Well I made it to Evansville finally, it's starting to look like a Hee Haw episode..."If it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all". Here is a running total of the issues I have run into trying to go to this training...
1) The Regional Asst. forgot to book my travel arrangements two weeks ago
2) Due to interviewing management candidates my training was delayed by 1 week, so I was not prepared to go to Evansville and get my MOD training
3) My Mod training is delayed one week
4) My expense check from my first training trip had not arrived, I have to pay for meals and other expenses out of pocket so I was not prepared to go to Evansville and get my MOD training
5) My paycheck did not arrive last Friday so I was not prepared to go to Evansville and get my MOD training
6) My paycheck did not arrive last Saturday so I was not prepared to go to Evansville and get my MOD training
7) My paycheck finally arrives yesterday, delaying my departure for Evansville by one day
8) The airlines loses my luggage, they promise to deliver it to my room at my hotel
9) The room was not direct billed correctly so I had to wait 45 minutes till I could check in
10) ???
[tune in faithfull readers for next's week's episode "David gets food poisoning in Indiana"]
::sigh::
So You know...
Walking along a hedgerow
passing by the gate you know
Spying a little man just so
working on a shoe you know
Know of him by his clothes
get my share of loot you know
Catching him before he blows
gonna get some gold you know
The lies he tells sure do grow
never set him down you know
Clutch him close till he throws
down his beloved pot you know
Snatching pearls up in a row
Grabbing lots of gold you know
Set him down, now he blows
Yes I'm rich so you know
As he leaves a curse he throws
bad deal I made so you know
Now all my life is full of woe
tricky he is so you know
Now my beard it does grow
nothing left to have you know
Curse the day I met this Trow
ruined my life so you know...
Fey Little PowerMen
In the middle of the night
hiding and just out of sight
The fey little PowerMen did appear
With a twinkle in their eye
and without as much as a sigh
My problem they did make disappear
Bounding from my sleep I awoke
and my 'tricity was no longer broke
The little PowerMen must have drawn near
the tree had been whacked
and the wood had been stacked
I have nothing else left to fear
So thank you to Ameren-U-E
for fixing my toppled tree
In my heart I will hold you dear...
I received an email from a guy interested in using one of my photos...
(he writes)
David,
I am designing a new brochure for the non-profit Edison-Ford Winter
Estates Foundation, the brochure is for fundraising purposes. I am
having trouble finding a good picture of the banyan tree that we can
get to quickly and I saw your great photo online. I would like your
permission to use your photo in the brochure. As the designer, I
cannot offer you anything in return other than a few copies of the
brochure and bragging rights. Interested in telling everyone that you
are a professional photographer now?
::laughing as I spin round and round and round...::