Sunday, November 30, 2003
Saturday, November 29, 2003
I seem to be stuck on a fey line of thought...
ELM DO GRIEVE
OAK HE DO HATE
WILLOW DO WALK
IF YE TRAVELS LATE
(I didn't write this, it's an old ryhme)
Friday, November 28, 2003
a bit of whimsy before I sleep...
Another Green Friday come and gone, and I'm still standing. Now to bed with meself....
(but first a bit of whimsy...)
Faerie Ways
Sitting on
a thistletop
Brownies inspect
their flower crop
One for love
Two for laughter
Three for the children
the Pixies are after
Standing under
a mushroom cap
Farie rades
with quill they map
First they dance
Then they glimmer
All about the night
they shimmer
Under hollow hills
they dance
Nothing will they
leave to chance
Kiss them yes
Trust them not
or a handful of leaves
is what you've got
Hang the red ribbon
above your door
and they will trouble you
never more
(dedicated to Brian Froud and Alan Lee)
Thursday, November 27, 2003
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
That empty sick feeling in your stomach...
David<~~~~~~~~~~~FOOL!
I break the seal on the wrapper of cards, and open the box. I take out the jokers and discard them, I won't be needing them. I throw away the rules and thumb thru the deck. I start building. Balancing first two cards against each other. Then adding on to it to form a first level. Anxious, I start on the second level. Is it too early to build my House of Cards so tall? I press on, and almost finish the second floor when the phone rings. I can hear what she tells me very clearly. And the cards come tumbling down. The hope of what I could build is now a random pile of suits, some face up, some face down. All spread flat across the floor. I shouldn't have thrown away the rules, and come to find out, the Joker is me.
Monday, November 24, 2003
To know where you are going, you have to know where you come from...

My Mother's father was named Lewis. I have always called him Pap-pa. He was a veteran of Anzio BeachHead in Italy during WWII. He carried a bullet in his leg underneath the skin till the day he died. As kids he would let us feel it and you could move it around a little. It felt like a small marble to me. He was a great man and an excellent farmer.
He was so important to everyone who ever met him. I will never forget driving with him in his pick-up truck with a bed full of tools and junk. We would drive out to look at the fields and we would talk and talk. He would pull over on the side of the dirt road and get out. While talking we would walk out into the middle of his field and pull a single weed that had the nerve to poke it's head up since the last time he had checked. He would shake the dirt out of it's roots and toss the weed into the ditch. This happened so often that I never gave it a second thought. Only later did I realize that not all farmer's fields were as free of weeds as Pap-pa's.
I remember visiting an elderly couple to buy some brown country eggs from them. They did not have much and lived in a sharecroppers house left over from when people still lived on the land that they farmed. Pap-pa told me no matter if I wanted one or not, if they offered me a bottle of coke I should accept it because refusing would insult them. He would visit with them and ask about their children and buy eggs from them because he told them that he could not get eggs like theirs in town. Then we would leave and on the way back to his house in town we would run into someone he knew and he would tell them that he had these extra eggs and give them away. Whether or not it was pecans he picked up from his wood-lot, sweet corn he grew just to give away or brown country eggs, Pap-pa was a generous man. I miss him so much
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Sunday morning, I'm up early...
Up the airy mountains,
Down the rushing glens
We dare not go a'hunting
For fear of little men
No one ever goes in
No one ever comes out!
(the Tinkerer from Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory)
::swinging my pocketwatch by it's chain::
"You are getting very sleepy...
"You are getting very sleepy...
"Sign my guestbook......................."
::snaps fingers::
Saturday, November 22, 2003
Friday, November 21, 2003
I fought the law and I won!
Yay! My bank made a mistake and took $700.00 out of my account. Ouch! Somebody else wrote a counter check and the cashier put down my account number instead of the correct one. I'm so glad I am a big guy with distinctive handwriting (so they could check the camera logs and look at the check to verify my sig). I found out as I was making a purchase at Walgreens. Not cool. The one good thing was I finally signed up for on-line banking and I was able to find the error and badger my bank till they gave me back my money and took off the $150.00 of overdraft fees! I fought the law and I won! A big hug and kiss to Deb for her help with setting up my account (imagine a Neanderthal sitting on his cavefloor banging two rocks together, and you have a pretty good idea of me on my laptop!). I am fired up! Now to pay some bills...
Thursday, November 20, 2003
November Winds
November Winds
November winds do blow cold
when they come on like a sigh
And drops of rain look like tears
as they trace a pathway from my eye
Watercolor clouds obscure the sun
as they paint the evening sky
And I know that
without my love
like the storm
I must surly die
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
running the gauntlet
Do not speak to Goblin men
Do not buy their fruits
Who knows upon what they fed
Their hungry thirsty roots
I didn't write that, I read it in a book on Faries. This is a picture of a goat tree. They grow in Texas. Last night I ran over to Deb's house when she got home from work at 2am. Tee shirt, sleep pants and slippers seemed ok at the time. Not so ok this morning at 7am running the gauntlet of my neighbor's stares walking back into my place. Whoopsidoodle! Time to get ready for work...
Hey, leave a comment and let me know what you think!
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
AND WE FIT...
AND WE FIT
I listen for her in the dark of the night
and she sounds like comfort
and we fit
I lay next to her in the dark of the night
she brings me peace
and we fit
I reach for her in the dark of the night
her hand finds mine
and we fit
I feel her in the dark of the night
her body keeps me warm
and we fit
I sleep next to her in the dark of the night
she calms my dreams
because we fit
At The Edge of the Woods
At The Edge of the Woods
I stand at the edge of the wood
peering into the evening light
I know you are in there
and I worry about you
I pace at the edge of the wood
staring into the evening gloom
I know you are in there
because I can hear you
I rush about at the edge of the wood
calling into the deepening gloom
I know you are in there
and I want to help you
I wait for you at the edge of the wood
listening for your voice from within
I know you are in there
because I was lost too
I prepare a place for you at the edge of the wood
waiting for you to find your way
I know you are in there
and I want to hold you
I shine a light for you at the edge of the wood
holding it high for you to see the way
I know you are in there
Because my heart tells me
Wearily I Move About
Wearlily I Move About
Wearily I move about
surronded by myself
Looking at other people's lives
at other people's choices
And I stop
And Listen
to their laughter
to their tears
And I think
I made choices that left me here
Wearily I move about
And I watch
And wonder
What choices I have left
And The River Will Find Me
And The River Will Find Me
The river is wide and slow
It flows from me and to me
I move with it
Slowly so I can see
Clearly why it is here
I watch the people
As they come into view
And turn lazy circles
In it's embrace
I see them for a short time
And when I come around again
They are gone
So I continue on
Waiting for the next bend
ALONE ( Parts 1 and 2 )
ALONE
ALONE
I AM
ALONE
I GO
ALONE
I SEE
AND ALONE
I KNOW
ALONE
I THINK
ALONE
I FEEL
ALONE
I CRY
AND ALONE
I HEAL
ALONE (Part Two)
I will not die if I am alone
(it just feels that way)
My Heart Knows You
My Heart Knows You...
The random melody of wind chimes
that are swaying in the breeze
at dawn on a Spring morning
That is how my heart knows you...
The musical laughter of a little boy
as he watches the Summer's first ladybug
take it's noontime flight from his fingertips
That is how my heart knows you...
The tiny flashes of light on wave tips
shimmering as they move across the sea
as the Autumn sun sets behind the horizon
That is how my heart knows you...
The stark outline of a Winter forest
standing quietly on a blanket of snow
at midnight under a full moon
That is how my heart knows you...
No matter where ever you are
No matter when ever you go
I promise to find you
because,
My heart knows you
DAS
I Dreamed Of You
I Dreamed Of You
I dreamed of you
Just a glimpse I remember
Looking so beautiful
Such a silken presence
Just a glimpse I remember
I dreamed of you
Wherever I May Find Her
Wherever I May Find Her
The grace in her fingertips
The laughter in her eyes
The strength in her arms
The music in her voice
The poetry in her heart
The comfort in her soul
I look for these things
Wherever I may find her
There Is A Tree Outside My Window
There Is A Tree Outside My Window
There is a tree outside my window
it stands tall and proud
crowned in leaves of gold
standing in the chill wind
swaying in the breeze
enduring
It has a story to tell
There is a man behind the window
he stands tall and proud
crowned in hair of grey
standing amidst the pain
surviving the tears
enduring
His story isn't finished yet
The Promise to Myself
I am a big ol' honkin' nerd ::beep beep:: Be nice, this is my picture from a dance a long time ago (JCHS class of 83'). I will be mainly putting poems on this site. And some of my photographs as well. Here is one of my poems...
The Promise to Myself
A circle of gold upon my finger
a promise to myself
Two hands hold my heart
wishing for love
Hoping for loyalty
sending my heart out
Sometimes to far
seeing it cast aside
Holding it close again
to keep it from harm
It's time to turn my ring again
Because I will never quit
looking for her
And I will keep
the promise to myself