I ran into a College friend of mine today...

 

I'm sitting there in the Cafe, interviewing a candidate for my new store and I happened to see her walk up to the Newstand.  There is no mistake.  I excuse myself for a second and call out her name.  Yep, it's Marlene.  She looks great.  After the interview we chat and catch up on our lives.  I got to meet her son Clayton, great kid.  I try to be a good person, but today I didn't fare so well.  Listening to Marlene talk about her family I was jealous, and on the ride home I got to feeling sorry for myself.  Seeing Marlene again was like looking into an alternative dimension, what my life could have been like...

 

Marlene stuck an entry in my Webshots Guestbook!

 

His name is Brian

 

His name is Brian

 

His name is Brian

he looks like me

a little fella

just turned three

He laughs a lot

and runs around

sometimes trips

and hits the ground

I pick him up

and I dust him off

wipe his tears

and send him off

I love my boy

he is my life

but in order to have him

I need a wife

Brian's just whimsy

Brian's just a thought

I really love children

I think about it a lot

I hope to find her

Brian's Mother's near

I can just feel it

a woman to call me dear

I want to build a family

I want to start my life

So Brian if you read this

I guess I found my wife

So go hug your Mother

and tell her she's great

Without her here

It would have been too late

I love you Brian

I love you my son

I couldn't wait to see you

now let's go have some fun...

 

 

 

 

My car works now...

 

DAVID<~~~~~~~~~has air conditioning and a working driver's side door handle

I walk at night...

 

I walk at night...

 

I walk at night

and dream my dream

to love and laugh

at all it seems

 

In my dream

I hold your hand

We walk together

across the land

 

Our hands together

our hearts are too

we stroll along

the whole night thru

 

We talk of things

the stars above

our family together

the children we love

 

We walk all night

our shoulders touch

I dream my dream

I dare too much?

 

I hope to find you

and fulfill my dream

so we can walk together

all night it seems

 

So say hello

if you see me there

walking alone

without a care

 

It will be at night

with the stars above

looking for you

my long lost love...

 

 

 

 

(can I BE any sappier?)

For Patsy...

Just got off the phone with Dobbs...

A plastic part came off of my car's engine and in turn knocked three belts out of place.  I am also getting my driver's side door handle fixed so I don't have to climb in thru the passenger side like some kind of backwoods bootlegger... It's going to be expensive... ::sigh::!

 

The good news is that I will have a working air conditioner again...Yay!  No more sweating thru my shirts driving to work.  :)

 

 

I forgot to mention it...

 

My little brother Mark is on a Motorcycle trip thru Nova Scotia as I type...

I have included a link to his site underneath the list of my favorite sites on the right side of my journal if anyone wants to watch his progress across Canada...

 

::grins::

 

David<~~~~proud of my brother

 

 

 

My Cafe Training is going well...

 

I was sweating this part of my Training because I don't drink coffee...lol!  But so far things are going great.  The very first thing I did was pump a flavor shot into a cup too hard and had it splatter ALL over my white shirt...::sigh::  Watching me make drinks is like watching a Neanderthal sitting on the cavefloor banging two rocks together...

 

Hoist the ol.....Jolly Roger!

Adam penned this little diddy...

 

GET IN

GET ON

GET DOWN

GET OFF

GET UP

GET DRESSED

GET OUT

and if you find a better way,

pick up the phone and shout!

 

This is from a song by Greg Khin (I believe it's part of an old sailor's song)

 

For ashes make the flowers grow!

Throw down your blood red roses,

Throw down...

 

 

(I'm in a Pirate kind of mood...)

 

I'm supposed to be doing laundry for my trip tomorrow...

 

They are also building a Chili's and a Bank on the backside of the parking lot...

 

The Pillars of Familiarity

 

The Pillars of Familiarity

 

The Mediterrian wind blows, the olive trees sway

and off in the distance the Sea sparkles

a brilliant blue, and I smile

Looking down, I see the tops

of the white washed homes

in the tiny little village

perched on the hillside far below

I can't hear their shouting

I can't see their tears

and I have only

the memory of the hard times

a shadow of a frown

that disappears in the noontime sun

I turn to the ruins, and I smile

broken rocks scattered in a circle

with four columns defying the heavens

still standing despite all these years

all the storms

all the wind

all the tears

they are weathered and cracked

white against the pale blue blue sky

standing

enduring

The Pillars of Familiarity

my support in times of trouble

I read what is written on each Pillar

one word only

etched in stone

Fader

Moder

Brothor

Freond

I walk the circle

and run my hand across each in turn

I know the cracks

I know the missing parts

and I love them all the more

and they love me

My Pillars

My Family

I settle down inside the stone circle

and I open the basket

and remove my lunch

and set it up just so

and I enjoy my time

on the Mountaintop

in the sun

amoung the ruins

in the circle of

my family

and I smile...

 

 

 

My new favorite joke from this week

I have had so many people apply for the Community Relations Manager that I could take them all down to a small South American country and stage a coup.  I had so many Pharmaceutical Representatives apply that I would win...    

Work is going great

Today I am off.  I spent the better part of last week in interviews looking for my Management Staff.  I have found some, but I haven't even spoke to all the Community Relations Manager Candidates yet...

Next week I will be at Mall Of America for my Cafe Training.  So that puts a monkey wrench in my hiring plans.  I need my Management Staff on board so they can help me interview for the 70 or so Associates we will need to put on to help open the store the first week in November...::sigh::

I am really enjoying my new position.  I am really tired from sitting and talking to folks for 12 hours. I am really excited about my new job...

 

::tired contented half grin...::

 

 

I almost forgot...

As I was organizing the applications and resumes today I kept having to clean them off...

 

All the resumes and applications smell suspiciously like Cracker Barrel Peanut Butter Cups...

 

 

Things sneak up on you

I spent all day long going through applications getting ready for my second round of interviews tomorrow.  I organized, I culled, I called...

When I arrived home I checked the mailbox to see if there was any mail for me but it was empty.  I looked to see if Ray had put any mail I might have received in my room, but nothing.  I microwaved three brats for my dinner and I remembered that I had forgotten to return a phone call from one of my old KB Toy's Managers.  So I call Linda and am chatting away about her life since KB Toy's bankruptcy and I carry my brats and huge glass of ice water into the living room.  She is telling me about her medical issues when I notice a FedEx mailing envelope sitting on the coffee table.  It's addressed to me.  Linda's Crone's Disease is getting worse and I am talking to her about that as I open the zip strip and remove a slim little envelope from the mailer.  I stare at the envelope and my forebrain does not register what it is yet.  I fold one edge and then another as I remove the edges along a perforated line.  My eyes betray me as it finally registers what I am holding.  I'm listening to Linda in my left ear, holding my very first paycheck in my right hand, and bawling like a baby all at the same time. 

Things sneak up on you...

 

Losing your job

Getting a divorce

It makes you doubt yourself a little

When things go right

it just feels so good...

 

 

 

Working for a livin'...WORKING!

I had a job fair on Thursday.  I interviewed from Noon till 8pm straight through.  My butt hurt from sitting and my face hurt from smiling.  I did get some good candidates though.  Tomorrow I do the calls for the 2nd interviews.  I need to fill the following positions: 2 Assistant Mgrs, 2 Dept. Heads, a Cafe Mgr, a Music Mgr, a Community Relations Mgr, and five full time Sale Lead Positions...::sigh::...that is a lot.  Monday will be a busy day!

 

PS:  I also have to hire a Receiving Mgr and 2 Head Cashiers...

Completed my first day of training...

I trained over at the Crestwood store today.  It takes a lot of energy to pay that much attention...LOL!  I went with the Store Manager that is training me to see my new store.  It looks great, no sign on the front yet, and the workers are still building the store on the inside, but the outside is finished!  I am fired up...

 

Had an incident today on the way home from training...

 

You know what is worse than having your passenger seat filled with manuals and training material?

(When you take a sharp turn and it all falls on the floor)

 

You know what is worse than that?

(When the falling material dumps your peanut butter cups from Cracker Barrel onto the floorboard)

 

You know what is worse than that?

(When you scoop up all the peanut butter cups and have to pick off dirt and hairs)

 

You know what is worse than that?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(When you eat them anyway...)

 

 

 

Whoops, correction...

I don't know where I got it from, but the new store they are building for me to manage is in FENTON (not in Ellisville).  ::sheepish grin::

 

What a hoot!

If you do a search for "Sanibel Island Lighthouse Pictures", my Webshots Album is at the top of the list...LOL!  What a hoot!  I knew that they showed up on a Webshots search, but I didn't know if you did a Google search they would pop up at the top of the first page...::puffs up like a peacock!::

 

http://community.webshots.com/user/davidasinstl 

 

 

 

Driving to Waco

Driving To Waco

 

The sun blankets the scene

as I drive across the plain

I squint against the glare

as I fight against the strain

The sadness washes my vision

as I fight back the tears

I can't see the road

as I fight back my fears

I listen to the radio

as I remember all my trials

tightly I grasp the knob

as I flip thru the dials

I have come thru the storm

I have come thru the glare

I listen to the songs

I listen and I share,

I have lots of love to give

and lots of life to live

I have lots of time to share

and lots of time to care

so listen to my story

and listen to my fear

I have all my life to live

and happiness is quite near

thank you for your concern

and thank you for your time

I will be alright

and I will be just fine...

 

LOL, today is my first day on the job...

Howdy everyone!

 

I'm about to hop into the car and drive to the Dallas/Ft. Worth Airport to fly back to St. Louis.  I meet the other Store Managers and my DM at a meeting near the STL Airport tomorrow.  I am VERY fired up!  I would like to thank all my friends and family for their support while I went thru the last 8 Months...it was greatly appreciated.

David

JOB HUNT UPDATE...

OK, here we go...

 

On Monday I flew into Chicago's O'Hare Airport and met Karen a Regional VP for an interview.  It went VERY WELL.  She wanted me to fly to Dallas to meet Allan the District Manager for St. Louis.  I flew into Dallas/Ft. Worth Airport on Wednesday and interviewed with Allan.  It went VERY WELL.  My Dad then picked me up at the airport and I have been spending a Mini-Vacation on the Ranch here in Texas (Photos to follow).  This morning Allan called me and offered me the Store Manager position for the new store they are building out in FENTON.   :)

 

I have been through a lot lately, and it feels good to get some good news for a change.  I am ecstatic...

 

 

I have a job interview coming up in Chicago...

I have a job interview on July 11th or 15th coming up.  I call the Regional Office on Tuesday Morning to get the details.  I hope I don't have to drive...

 

David

...................................................................ignition

night driving

at night
when the streets are wet with rain
I climb into my car and drive
leaving my cares behind
the city is shiny and new
and whisper quiet
like it has never seen pain
silently rolling
watching the world pass by
and all things seem possible
even for me...

One more load to go...

Only one more load to pick up at my old place, pay for the divorce and it's all over baby...

 

(It's going to be a good year)