The Inventory went well, we started at 8am and finished at about 3pm. 38 Inventory counters and I had 35 of my folks there to help out. I have a lot of merchandise dollars in my store... :)
The Inventory went well, we started at 8am and finished at about 3pm. 38 Inventory counters and I had 35 of my folks there to help out. I have a lot of merchandise dollars in my store... :)
I PUSH ON
I drag my eyelids
across sand encrusted eyes
I push my body
before me throughout my day
I worry about things
that I have no experience of
I dread possible failure
and losing my job
I watch my people struggle
and I try to help them
I put on a brave face
and make light of my situation
I am a store manager
I push on...
I try to weigh myself every morning so I have a consistent time of day to compare my progress against. I am working a lot of hrs and not eating as much as I normally do. I need to add in some walking and I might even ::gasp:: join a gym. Weight training and martial arts are on my mind lately. Who would have ever thought I would even consider joining a gym? ::shakes head::
MY HEART FORGETS
As light as a kiss brushing against my cheek
and when the edge of my eye begins to leak
My heart forgets
As soon as a ragged heart can heal
and soft as a fingertip can feel
My heart forgets
As the recent pain is lost
and I fail to remember the cost
My heart forgets
As easy as the curtains blow
and quick as a stream will flow
My heart forgets
As subtle as the songbird sings
and bright as the light it brings
My heart forgets
As I begin a brand new day
and try to find a brand new way
My heart forgets
As my ears rejoice at the laughter
and my heart yearns for what comes after
My heart forgets
As simple as it is for me to do this
and as foolish as it is for me to do this
My heart forgets
As I strive to love again with all my heart
and I need to try again right from the start
My heart forgets
As my heart wishes for what it needs
And my heart again plants the seeds
My heart forgets
So if you see it wandering there
Acting as if it didn't have a care
I really haven’t lost my wits
You see it’s just because
sometimes
My heart forgets
I ate two fortune cookies last night, this is what the fortunes read:
THE WORLD IS ALWAYS READY TO RECEIVE TALENT WITH OPEN ARMS
and...
EXECUTIVE ABILITY IS PROMINENT IN YOUR MAKE UP
(lol)
AND SEPTEMBER REMAINS
The setting sun backlights
Pale lavender clouds
White edged against
A periwinkle sky
The sun dips below
Hiding behind the trees
A stark green outline
An after image of summer
And September remains
The leaves remember
Waiting for their chance
To travel on the wind
And gather with their kin
Returning to their autumn beds
Waiting for next year…
The season turns
The sun has set
And September remains
My new store is SOOOOOOOOO pretty...
Howdy Faithful Readers,
I am adding a new feature to my entries. Every time I add a new entry, I will put my current weight in the second line of the Journal Title. I am currently on the "Opening a New Store Jitters Diet". LOL. At my heaviest I was 318, I have lost a bunch of weight since starting on the New Store Opening process. My goal is 250. I have come to the conclusion that my fat belly is part of the problem of finding a new woman for myself (the other part is that I'm still married, gonna fix that soon). So I'm focusing on my weight and trying to cut back on portion size and I'm working more hrs and that is helping a lot. ::shrugs:: It can't hurt...
The Brian Setzer Orchestra was GREAT! They only played for an hour [ corportate gig :( ], but they were wonderful. There was a Store Manager from NY that brought her black lace dress to the concert, kinda made it hard to concentrate. Alan Alda was so personable in person. I can't wait to read his book. I fly back to STL tomorrow morning...
Tonight we have Alan Alda speaking to our Meeting, and The Brian Setzer Orchestra will play for us...
::lacing up my dancing shoes!::
Yesterday was my busiest day at the Conference. I was running till 10pm. I did get to meet and have the following authors sign books for me: Robert Hicks (The Widow of the South), Laurie Notaro (An Idiot Girl's Christmas), Terry Pretchett (Thud!), Vince Flynn (Consent to Kill), Mairia Kalman (Elements of Style), Christopher Paolini (Eldest), Bill Rancic (Beyond the Lemonade Stand {he's the winner of Apprentice}), Kim Harrison (Every Which Way but Dead), Brad Meltzer (Identity Crisis), and the lady who writes the "Angelina the Mouse" series (I already packed and shipped her book so I can't check ::sigh:: ). I'm handing them out to my buddies, my Management team at the store, and the remainder I will hand out as prizes to my Booksellers...
::tired grin::
I am staying at the Westin Diplomat, it's pretty fancy smancy... here is a link if you want to see where I'm at, some goofball forgot to bring his digital camera...::sigh::
yak at cha later gator...(get it? Gator, I'm in Florida....)
I load up tomorrow morning and fly to Ft. Lauderdale for our National Sales Meeting. I'm going a day early because I'm a new Store Manager that hasn't been thru a Christmas yet with the company. I will be bringing home LOTS of books to give away to my friends and give out as prizes during the training of the store's booksellers...
:)
And I Drive...
It's late at night and I'm in my car
the sky is uniform and dark
with the moon peering out between the clouds
the storm is far away and doesn't concern me
something that happens to other people
and I drive...
My car smells new and clean
rolling whisper quiet along the highway
the world only exists inside my headlights
an explorer in the interstate darkness
traveling the space between lamp posts
and I drive...
In the distance an angry jagged line
touches down and jumps in place
burning an after image in my eye
pale white ghost of a lightning strike
so far away there is no sound
and I drive...
Catalina jazz is playing on my radio
I stop at a light, the only one here
watch the light change from red to green
then yellow and red again, and I look around
I am all alone, no one to keep waiting
and I drive...
I pass other cars, other people
shining their lights past me
looking for their way to go
red eyes that retreat into the night
leaving me alone again
and I drive...
Far away lightning backlights the sky
showing me the outline of the storm
I check for my friend the moon
and he is there, smiling down on me
I turn my car towards home
and I drive...
I have been 40 for a little over 12 hrs now. LOL... My ex-fiance Mary called me last night to wish me a Happy Birthday, Jen a co-worker just called and my folks called too. For a second I started getting down on myself over failed relationships, but then I remembered my greatest failure was also my greatest success...so it all evens out... I cleaned the bathroom, and I am going to clean out my car today and finally buy a hubcap for my ugly nekkid wheel. I am SO not a car guy. I may go out to eat this evening and see a movie. I have to pick up Ray at the airport at midnight tonight, and I have an early Manager's meeting in the morning (HELLO 7am!). All in all, I have a good life and I am happy to be in the game...
::throws the dice::
[David<~~lucky guy]
The Dragonfly With The Shining Eyes
The sights of summer call out to me
I hear the chorus of cicadas, the trill of the frogs
as I walk through the lush green of late summer
and then...
She flies into view
A beautiful Dragonfly, silver and black
sleek and fast as she bursts from the gloom
she flies to just within reach
and she stops
humming there in front of my face
watching me with her laughing eyes
full of mischief and light
I want to reach out my hand
but I hesitate...
what if I frighten her?
what if she flies away?
I would never see her again
and that is something I cannot risk
so I sit
still
and I wait
watching
content to be near
and waiting for the chance
to offer my hand
to the Dragonfly with the shining eyes